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Resolutions update

2008-08-07T03:38:44Z

"New Year Resolutions:
1) Get down to my pre-treatment weight (165) I've already lost 16lbs and counting!!
2) Start school..........which will be accomplished tomorrow
3) Start working out on a regular basis...........which I have started but we'll see how far it goes
4) Quit drinking pop, should help with my losing weight goal
5) Help Shelly get her GED
6) Quit biting my fingernails.......it's the nastiest habit but I've done it since I was 3! I got fake nails put on like 3 weeks ago so I haven't had the chance to bite them, I'm just going to let them fall off now since I don't have the money to keep getting them done, but by them I hope I won't have the urge to bite!"

#1: As of today I weigh 181, down 48 pounds since the first, with 16 more to go. I'm loosing faith and think I may be borderline anorexic but we'll see.
#2: I took two classes, finished the first one with a strong A (top of the class in fact) but dropped the other one when I didn't devote enough time to it and fell horribly behind. I plan on going back as soon as I get my finanical situation figured out.
#3: I failed hardcore at this. Although I've lost alot of weight, I'm at the point where I need to really start toning myself, and I think working out will really help with this. As soon as I get a job I'll be getting a gym membership which should help me out.
#4: I haven't totally stopped drinking pop but I only drink it when I'm out at a resturant when they don't have good lemonade. Otherwise it has too many calories in it to be worth it and I just drink water or juice instead.
#5: I didn't even start this because shortly after I made the resolutions, I quit talking to Shelly so helping her get her GED is pointless.
#6: I still get my nails done on a regular basis so I don't bite my nails. The urge to bite is still there though so I can't consider this an accomplishment :(.

Bored

2008-06-28T04:56:38Z

100 Useless Facts About Me

1) Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
Open because there is too much shit in it to close the doors

2) Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotels?
Only if they smell good

3) Have you ever 'done it' in a hotel room?
I pleed the fifth

4) Have you ever stolen a street sign before?
Not a street sign.......

5) Are you eating anything right now?
No but I'm drinking orange juice

6) What's your main goal for this summer?
Get to know Brian better and find a good job

7) Do you have a calendar in your room?
Nope, only on my phone, which i guess technically is sometimes in my room

8) Where are you?
In my living room at my house

9) What's your plan for the day?
Not much left of the day but probably going to watch a episode of House with Brian

10) Are you reading any books right now?
Yes, I'm currently reading A Time to Kill by John Grisham

11) Do you ever count your steps when you walk?
Can't say that I have

12) Best thing that happened this week?
Found my hamster, who was missing for 3 weeks, and Paul finally left!

13) Do you ever dance even if there's no music playing?
Not really

14) Do you chew your pens and pencils?
On pens yes, not pencils, but I chew on lots of things

15) What is your "Song of the Week"?
Gunpowder and Lead by Miranda Lambert

16) Is it ok for guys to wear pink?
Yes, unless its a pink shirt AND pink pants.....that's too much pink for anyone

17) Do you still watch cartoons?
Wait you mean I'm not three anymore?? You don't watch cartoons?

18) What's your favorite love movie?
A Walk to Remember

19) What do you drink with dinner?
Milk or Pop

20) What do you dip chicken nuggets in?
Ketchup or Ranch

21) What is your favorite cuisine?
American

22) What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
Some Like It Hot, Hortons Hears a Who (in my world everyone's a pony and they all eat rainbows and poop butterflies), etc.

23) Last person you hugged/kissed?
Brian Phillip Hanson

24) Were you ever a boy/girl scout?
Yup

25) Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
No, not even if I had the body

26) When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper?
About a month ago

27) Can you change the oil on a car?
Yes

28) Ever received a speeding ticket?
No, talked my way out of 13 of them though

29) Run out of gas?
Only in my mom's car, which has a broken gas gauge

30) Favorite kind of sandwich?
Tuna or turkey depending on the day

31) Best thing to eat for breakfast?
Waffles

32) What is your usual bedtime?
3 or 4AM......me and Brian talk alot!

33) Are you lazy?
Yeah I'm trying to fix this but it's hard

34) When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween?
Usually a witch because I was too fat to anything else (slutty costumes these days)

35) Do you have any magazine subscriptions?
Nope but I wish I did.....when I get some money

36) Which are better: legos or Lincoln logs?
Lincoln logs

37) Are you stubborn?
Yeah, sometimes it gets me into trouble

38) Who is better: Leno or Letterman?
I don't have a tv.....

39) Ever watch soap operas?
No, again no tv!

40) Afraid of heights?
Yeah but I love pushing the fear

41) Sing in the car?
Yes but I wouldn't really call it singing

42) Dance in the shower?
Not really

43) Dance in the car?
Is that even possible

44) Ever used a gun?
No and I never want to

45) Do you think musicals are cheesy?
Yes, unless it's Avenue Q

46) Is Christmas stressful?
Yes

47) Ever eat a pirogi?
Yup, good stuff

48) Favorite type of fruit pie?
I really don't like pie, but if I had to choose it would be strawberry

49) Occupation you wanted to be when you were a kid?
Teacher

50) Do you believe in ghosts?
Kinda

51) Ever have a deja-vu feeling?
All the time

52) Do you take a vitamin daily?
No but I should

53) Wear slippers?
Nope

54) Wear a bath robe?
Yeah

55) What do you wear to bed?
Usually nothing

56) Wal-Mart, Target, or K-Mart?
Wal-mart since it's up the road

57) Nike or Adidas?
Don't Care

58) Cheetos or Fritos?
Cheetos

59) Peanuts or sunflower seeds?
Honey roasted peanuts, unless it's sunflower seed w/o the shell

60) Ever hear of "gorp?"
Yup

61) Ever taken karate?
Way back when

62) Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
As a dare

63) Can you curl your tongue?
Yup

64) Ever won a spelling bee?
Yeah in like 2nd grade

65) Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
Only since I've been with Brian

66) Own any record albums?
No, Tyler does

67) Own a record player?
Well there's two in my house

68) Regularly burn incense?
Yeah

69) Ever been in love?
I am right now

70) Hot tea or cold tea?
Gross neither

71) Tea or coffee?
Coffee

72) Favorite kind of cookie?
Chocolate chip or sugar

73) Can you swim well?
Yup, I wish I had a pool so I could swim more often, good excersize

74) Can you hold your breath without manually holding your nose?
Yup

75) Are you patient?
Not really, only if I know it will get me something I want

76) Ever won a contest?
Not that I can think of

77) Ever had plastic surgery?
No but I want to sometime to fix my scar on my back from my cancer

78) Which are better: black or green olives?
Neither, yuck!

79) Can you knit or crochet?
Both but not very well

80) Wash room or bathroom?
Bathroom

81) Do you want to get married?
Yes, but I want to wait until I'm at least 21 first

82) Who was your high school crush?
Didn't really have one, guys are jerks, I dated a lot though

83) Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way?
No I yell though when no one listens (BAD habit)

84) Do you have kids?
Nope just my puppy

85) Do you want kids?
After I'm married for at least a year

86) Do you miss anyone right now?
Yeah, all my friends that seemed to have disappeared

87) Do you sleep with a fan on?
Yes, my fan is always on

88) Who are you voting for in this year's presidential election?
Don't know yet,

89) What was your favorite toy growing up?
Can't remember, didn't have many toys

90) Do you feel your life as being a part of The Truman Show?
Don't know what it is

91) A suit & tie or a tuxedo?
Suit and tie, tuxedos look uncomfortable

92) Have you seen Indiana Jones & The Kingdom Of The Crystal Skull yet?
Yeah and it sucked

93) Do you like talking with an accent?
I don't talk with an accent, but I love listening to people with accents

94) What's the funniest rumor that's been spread about you?
That I'm crazy...... what you want to be normal?

95) What's your escape?
Music and reading, also talking to Brian and taking Nickel on walks

96) If you had to choose your side of the bridal party in your wedding right now, who would they be?
Andrea, Jessica and Annah

97) Do you wish that we dressed like they did back in the 1800's?
No, I'm not into dresses

98) What was your last dream about?
I don't remember my dreams, but Brian's are funny to listen too cause he talks in his sleep

99) Who's your favorite character on Scrubs?
I've never seen the show

100) Did you have a good childhood?
NO! Long story but it was no where near "good"

Updates

2008-05-13T01:10:11Z

As you can see I'm not very good at keeping a journal but I try to since Brian tells me I'll enjoy looking at it later........ Speaking of Brian, I now live with him in the house he bought (which i helped pick out and that is totally amazing!!) I work the opposite schedule he does, working from 9:30 pm to 8 am seven days in a row (then getting 7 days off) but for a week I really don't see him except for coming home from work, giving him the car and kissing him goodbye as he leaves for work and then him doing the same when he comes back home from work at 7. It gets really difficult at times when we don't have time to really doing anything together but we are working on it. The hardest thing is our 11 weeks old puppy Nickel who kinda get lost during that week. I hope things get better............... As far as my new years resolutions go: I've lost 28 more lbs.....still along way to go to get to 165 but I'll get there. I started school and took two classes then stopped because money got tight and I can't afford it right now. I plan on going back when I can save up more or take out a loan. Since I've gotten Nickel (our puppy) I've been walking more and getting a little exercise but as of today I signed up for the breast cancer 3day walk and I need to start preparing myself to walk 60miles in 3 day AHHHH.......(oh and I also need to raise $2,200 but the time of the walk which is Sept. 19- 21 (which so happens to be my birthday!!) let me know if you'd like to donate, anything helps even $5 and IT'S A TAX RIGHT OFF FOR NEXT YEAR!! It's goes to a great cause and you can put in on your taxes, what could be better??) If you can't donate I'll probably be hosting a car-wash and bake-sale to raise money along the way if you'd like to help out with that, that would be amazing as well!! Well I should probably go eat dinner and get ready for my last night of work this week! YAY!! I'll update again soon.....

Depressed

2008-01-22T03:53:08Z

Today sucked and I feel like shit, I haven't updated in a few days but there hasn't been much to say......this weekend was fun but the week started and my life stopped. Will update again when there is more to say!

Life...........

2008-01-18T08:15:40Z

So I totally have my first day of class tomorrow and I'm sitting in my bed staring off into space with no intent of actually going to bed. My body wants sleep but my brain is running in circles........ I'm freaked out that I'm going to forget something tomorrow and look like a major dittz or that no one is going to talk to me and I'll be the class LOSER!! I'm too shy to approach people when I'm in a group of people that I don't know. It sucks and I'm trying to get over the fear but I'm not quite sure what the fear even is. I'm not that bad of a person, I actually think I have a few interesting things to say even. Hmmmm well we'll see how that goes I guess.

On a happier note, last night I went to Brian house and he helped me change my laptop from vista to XP, so when I use the internet and shit it doesn't freak out and crash everytime! We are still working on installing a few things to make my computer sweet and up to date but it's so much faster than it used to be............thanks hun I owe you.....wink wink ;)

I'm so sore from working out with Steph this week. I know I need to but damn my body really hates me right now! It'll be worth it though when I reach my goal weight............which reminds me

New Year Resolutions:
1) Get down to my pre-treatment weight (165) I've already lost 16lbs and counting!!
2) Start school..........which will be accomplished tomorrow
3) Start working out on a regular basis...........which I have started but we'll see how far it goes
4) Quit drinking pop, should help with my losing weight goal
5) Help Shelly get her GED
6) Quit biting my fingernails.......it's the nastiest habit but I've done it since I was 3! I got fake nails put on like 3 weeks ago so I haven't had the chance to bite them, I'm just going to let them fall off now since I don't have the money to keep getting them done, but by them I hope I won't have the urge to bite!

Not to exciting, like go bungee jumping or anything but oh well! I'll update ya'll on how I'm doing with these goals, putting it on here will also remind me of them and hopefully help me continue working towards them!

Anyways I should probably go lay down atleast and rest. I may never actually sleep tonight but resting will be better than nothing! Have a good night ya'll!

~*Katy*~

2008 beginning!

2008-01-16T02:22:10Z

So today at ten AM I had a meeting at Century college and I signed up for classes! I'm in the paramedic to nursing "major" which couldn't be more perfect! I only have two classes right now for the spring semester since technically the semester started yesterday and I'm signing up late. Oh well it's fine I can start small, and get thinks going. Atleast I got out there and quit procrastinating like I usually do! So I start classes this Friday and I have classes monday wednesday (from 5pm-9pm) and fridays (9:55am-2pm). So it's not too much like I said but still. I'm excited. Woot Woot!! I also did a major workout with Steph today. We went to my aunt's house today and spent two hours sweating and listening to music, it was a great time.

~*Katy*~

Girls night!

2008-01-15T03:44:57Z

Wow I really wish I didn't have a meeting at ten AM tomorrow otherwise I would have drank more.......

Well tonight Shelly, Steph, Sarah, and I were at Shelly's house drinking some vodka lemonades (mixture of simply lemonade and smirnoff vodka with a twist of raspberry). We just hung out and watched Monty Python and the Holy Grail....... what a fucking amazing movie! What is your favorite color.........blue no no yel.....AHHH lol I love it! It was pretty good night until Shellz had WAY too much to drink, so me and Steph turned in early which was fine since I really need to sleep cuz I have a meeting a Century tomorrow morning to sign up college classes, WOOT woot! Wish me luck! But I gotta go now I'll write more later when I get home!

~*Katy*~